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Thursday, May 03, 2007

``fRieNds foR life ^_^

tension::strain::oppression::stress::agony::whatever u call it .. !!! i am very very frustrated with myself now!! argh.. sometimes i wonder about the impossibility.. is JC really for me?? i don mind the workload, i don mind council (of cos hehe) i don mind working into late hrs but what i mind is that whatever the amount of perspiration and hardwork i put in is USELESS!! i'm serious.. it hasnt paid off for me at all.. some teachers constantly tekan us to ensure with all their might that we wont neglect our studies while others may hint that its ok for our boderline results now as long as we pull our socks and do our work consistently.. argh... wad the toot** is this??!!

jus had my bio test today n it sucks.. i m very certain and i mean 99.99999% sure that i will flunk it like nvr before.. and its not bcos i didnt study but bcos the stupid brain of mine cant seem to ans those question that were staring at me...i really pei fu those with AAA or better still AAAA for their 'A's... its ridiculously incredible... i applaud u.. apparently, the only subject that i enjoy and can do with a peaceful mind now is GP.. really.. its so cool la.. thou need to read more newspapers and read loads of articles given to us but at least i know wad im doing.. check these vocab i learnt during GP out:

the commonly used "zi lian" = narcissistic.. for those of u who for wadever reasons tink u are so important and that the world will vanish if u arent ard, u are a megalomaniac.. and don be happy jus bcos there's a chim word to describe u..its sort of a defect.. oh so sad.. its ok u will still be impt to urself i believe..tsk! and for those errr... with both female and errr.. male qualities in u, u are androgynous..

ok enough of those elongated words.. they still seem greek to me.. anyway, have been tryin really hard to learn CANTONSESE!! haha.. thou im not a canto, but i feel its the nicest dialect one can tink of!! "ngoh ge meng hai wong chiong ga" cool rite...it means "my name is wong chang jia" .. hahas still learning hope i can pick it up!!

PW is another one HUGE BURDEN thrown onto our shoulders recently.. its kinda cool working on groundbreakers but i tell u its the ~horriblest~ thing u ever want to encounter when already studying in such a tense n fast pace environment.. meeting deadlines n meeting up as an entire group is really hard.. hais no matter wad i haf to press on.. after all it constitutes 10% of the overall Uni admission grades (i wish i can enter one local one thou.. SIGH...)

yupp so the life that i have been living since i left my beloved FAJAR is some wad said above.. i don wanna talk about some other matters here cos i don feel like it.. hahas

not forgetting my precious frens that i made before my hetic life now, all of u out dere take care of urselves k.. whatever it is, love urself, and look on the bright side of life ( i doubt i can thou..lol) and rmb that u still have a bunch of wonderful ppl behind u =) to:

june: my beloved gal, guess u are and u will adapt well in the new environment.. u are just so cheerful and versatile wherever u go hahas.. haf any worries or jus wanna find a fren to confide in, rmb i will always be dere for u =) love ya <3

wee li: yo gal.. thou we nvr met for a long time le but occasionally now n then we still got meet online de rite.. hahas.. u must be strong kaes no matter wad happen.. whether or not u will be waiting for him i will support u de.. jia you in sch!! =D

shi hui: mummy.. haha eeee.. glad that u are doing better now.. don tink too much kaes..cos its not worth ur brain juice and heart cells (wadever u call it hahas) im lookin forward to outings too !! take care gal =P

jin hui: stupid bomchiki! hahas long time no c too.. u still working ar? didnt noe.. anyway, hope u are enjoying ur time in poly.. and stop digging ur armpit!! hahas =X

bokkie: hey dude.. whoa u are having such a nice time in sch la.. i really admire u.. hahas great to noe that u are doing well.. u must be some loud speaker in ur current class again rite.. imitating teachers and making the class laugh! hahas all time fav joker la u.. take care!!

haha sounds like some last dying words.. CHOI CHOI!! no la.. its jus that i miss u guys' company so much.. those that i nvr mention(actually got alot more.. opps! hehe) its not bcos i don treasure our frenship..i still love all of u like nvr before! hehes ..

ok gotta go now.. i don noe when i'll be updating again cos MID YEAR EXAMS are round the corner but jus rmb that i miss u guys!! hehe ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING!!

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