Sabrina's Secret Diary

2009-07-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

LOST.

2009-03-06T03:26:00.002+08:00

一切都是谎言

nothing else matters..

it's over..

2009-02-19T00:59:00.002+08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowdand say hello;
Little did I knowThat you were Romeo;
you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,begging you, 'Please, don't go.'
"And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.

'"So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,
"But you were everything to me;
I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,
'"And I said,"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.
'Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a life story - baby just say "Yes.
'"Oh.I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,
And I said,"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-
"He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"Oh, oh.
We were both young when I first saw you...

2009-02-08T23:07:00.001+08:00

i don't know what to say..

2009-02-07T09:24:00.005+08:00

``fRieNds foR life ^_^

Work..
have been working since start of the yr, currently at a call/contact centre..
its quite fun and it totally , definitely, absolutely FUN-NER than doing admin -_-
im serious -_-
like now, im working on a sat for half a day, but i dont mind, cos its b/w earning $$ or tossing in my bed.. thou the latter sounds more tempting,still, i go for pragmatism.. (:
i learnt alot from this job..
like how not to bring forward my bad mood from a nasty caller to a new call, how to be patient with ppl u dont even noe and that accuracy in providing information is v v impt.
Check If You Are The Least Unsure.
and i met many new friends and colleagues !! yay ! social circle expanded...! hees.

CNY..
got to meet up with most friends except pj clique ): but we'll be meeting up soon!
had great fun playing cards, learning poker games and MJ! hosted CNY this yr and my hse was flooded with ppl on first day..
gambling luck is not really fantastic but its the joy with playing with ur loved ones that is most impt, isnt it?

Random..
reading the book: "A child called It"
im so going to read a much much lively and mood-lifting book cos this bk is really violent and depressing..
its about a small boy being abused by his own mother for no reason, but it's just her "game".
he is abused so badly that u would think it's exaggerating but this is actually based on a true story..
i mean which mother on earth would do this?
pick it up at any NLB when u guys are free..
the cover says "an inspirational story"..
it's how his will and courage to survive can overcome ALL odds.
=====
shu huaks dear! we jia you in wad we're doing ..! hees.

You..
i admit we may have character clashes and that both of us are v v head strong..
we may have our ups and downs..
but, everytime after a downpour, we'll always , ALWAYS have our familiar rainbow put back in the sky..
we'll walk this path together, hand in hand (:
i love you dear <3

2009-01-05T23:19:00.001+08:00

i'll love, like i've never been hurt before..

because it's all worth it..

♥ Heart over Mind (:

2008-12-17T23:25:00.003+08:00

heh heh (:

it was a long struggle between lil mind and lil heart.. lil mind was worried of many many stuffs, scared and confused..
lil heart, however, was jus trying to convince lil mind to jus trust and have faith..
all along lil mind was winning lil heart..
however, lil heart became confident and decided to just forget abt everything and love once again..

and, a new story begins..

PROM !

2008-12-10T18:22:00.009+08:00

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Prom!

prom, 2nd dec, was relatively ok.. actually it was kinda boring cos there's nth much to do other than eating, listen to the emcees and eating.. what's more alluring is the taking of photos with friends that u may never get to see again..

post prom was fun thou! it was my first time clubbing and boy was it ear-blasting! didn dare dance at first, but slowly bestie zhong ri, cindy and i went to the dance floor.. LOLS then jus started moving with the rhythm le.. we went to Butter Factory, not a bad place but kinda small and left at ard 3 am..

the overall experience, including pre prom (make up and hairdo) was fun!
alrite, pictures time!

meet me!

heh!

at the saloon!

My back view!

Smile!

mama peeping!

Peh Gek, mama!

Peh, me, pris!

Kok Kun!

Mr Koh!

Mr Tan!

Our fav - acting dao!

Zr spoiler..

Zhong Ri, bestie!

Siblings!

Yan Bing!

YB, Cindy, Nat !

Seok Hoon!

Priscilla!

Pei Qi!

Natalie!

Lewis!

Alicia!

Jasmine, our prom queen!

priscilla!

Karen!

Ms Seow!

joshua!

Our host!

Darren Tan!

Collin, Ah Sai!

Charlene!

Fajar Gang!

Eric, razia, maz!

Qin Lei!

seow huan!

wilfred!

janice, xiao cong!

ciau er!

shuan!

So, what shuld i do? =/

Singapore Flyer

2008-09-19T22:25:00.009+08:00

SINGAPORE FLYER

feelings ?

hmm..
since everybody have been telling me FLYER is such a let down, i have NO expectations for it..
since i have NO expectations for it, i ENJOYED it (:
its true.

we went to singapore's new tourist attractn and were greeted by the FISH SPA first..
hahs.
my bro actually wanted to try.
LOLs.

actually the fishes we saw frm outside were tiny ones like kampong fishes.. but who noes when we went in, OMG! they were huge.. ok not tt huge but much larger than those at the glass window..
he was hesitant in placing his legs in but when he did, the fishes were like hungry ghost fishes, they swarmed up and makan all his dry cells !
LOLs.

it was so comical when the ppl in there didnt dare to put in their legs althou they paid for it -_-
oh ya, happened to saw eunice olsen too (:
then we went up the flyer and i was bz taking photos in the capsule..

hehes (:

following are some photos :

That's all folks! (:

ps. the "popeye" that we makan there for dinner was not bad (: got chance can try..
alrite, tmr got cip :/ wan turn in le..

period.

(:

NEW <3 !!

2008-08-24T16:36:00.009+08:00

dudes who need no introduction (:

KOBE BRYANT, 30yrs of age
tis guy is freaking cool..!

MICHEAL PHELPS, 23yrs only!
8 freaking gold..!

2 added to my previous idols...

sucks..

2008-07-20T19:27:00.003+08:00

jus feel like blogging now..
sucks.. sometimes to please others is hard, very hard..
to me, as long as the people ard me is happy, even if its at my expense, all is fine.. peace and harmony..
since sec sch, frens haf been telling me tt its nvr possible to please everyone but, to me, if someone, esp my close frens is unhappy, i will take it as my fault.. so by hook or by crook i'll haf to cheer him/her up..
i dunno why but i will jus keep self reproach and tink of ways to make sure he/she is not angry anymore..
actually im fine with it but when ppl don appreciate it or take it for granted, i will feel being made used of.. if u at the very least express gratitude, i will feel v happy, otherwise, i will keep tinking why am i being made used of..

why is it tt when something happens, i'll haf to be the one to try and settle it? is it cos i volunteered once then its taken that its my duty?
why is it tt ppl will sort of "show colour" to me but not to others? is it im too soft hearted such tt u can vent it on me, tinking tt i will jus treat it as nth will happen?
why is it tt when something happens, ppl can treat it like nth has happened and carry on but i will haf to do the rubbish work like explaining wat actually happen and to make sure tt there's no misunderstanding?
why is it tt only i will start to worry and fumble when something happens?

Also, since sec sch, i alr don mind when ppl say tt of me.. but how come recently when certain ppl says it i will feel inferior? its sad, real sad.. i nvr EVER felt tis way before.. maybe its bcos its said to me continously, repeatedly.. so much so that i fear hearing such stuff nowadays.. :'( its like ppl can say it, laugh it off with others and wad can i do? pretend to laugh with them.. if not wad? turn and show face? i will not dare to do that.. why? cos im such a loser..

What happen to "feeling free and easy in front of frens?"
i dunno, but mayb its the stress tt is pounding everyone now such tt ppl gets panicky and vent it on others, even i do tt sometimes, i noe..

im not complaining here, jus had all these in my mind while doing tutorials, so jus wanna let it out..

anyways, thks to those tt appreciate me for who i am.
like the old cliche saying, "good frens are hard to come by".

JESSE McCartney !!! woo~!

2008-07-07T01:51:00.012+08:00

beauty in his eyes!

shuai!

god-like! woo~!

is he human? damn he's hot!

JESSE McCARTNEY !
OMG ! he is soooo cool la!! why is it only now then i realised his cool-ness, given my thing for caucasions?! DAMN!
shuai dai le!! *dazzled*
btw, he wrote BLEEDING LOVE eh.. not bad ar.. hahas and he is voice of cutey THEODORE of Alvin & the chipmunks..

he's only 21 !! started performing at the age at 10.. awesome! hahas

ANYWAYS, went to ACJC choir concert today wit my pri sch clique..
hahas long time no see but still as crazy :)

didn noe the GOH is president nathan :S i was late, they waited, and we could only go in the next admission cos don wan disturb audience :( felt so guilty..

anyways, the concert was not bad, i tink.. jus that too many slow songs.. 1 song was particularly surprising =) many stunts.. anyway, they were the only asian choir that took part in some competition k.. don play play =) hehes

oh ya went supper and talked crap with them at bangkit then we noticed the ah peks there keep staring at us la WTH.. the guys finished their drinks then we ZAO already -_-

the guys talked abt "hard gay" frm youtube, said he is funny but i still tink JEFF DUNHAM is funnier! hahas... ACH-MED ;) then were going on abt incredible tale stuffs and all -_- HELLO! it was alr midnite can.. zi xin and i were so scared we quickly talked abt "ms swan".. hahas

had fun!

hmm...
JJ
CHANNING TATUM
ZAC EFRON
JESSE McCARTNEY (new addition!)

OVER !

2008-07-03T00:16:00.003+08:00

``fRieNds foR life ^_^

well....its over ! at least for now -_- MYE is finally over but i tell u is freaking hard !

esp maths :'( ok mayb its not tt hard for some ppl but to me, hard as a rock ! Kk.. -_-

but seriously, confirm flunk tis time's MYE, esp maths.. mayb cos i concentrated on other subs (esp bio !) tis time round tt's why lag.. so my bio better improve, at least pass la pls... hais but dunno.. i mean MYE already like tt, A's how?

ANYWAYS, council video was fun today ! ZHONG RI actually recorded down every sec and make sure everybody gets to appear on the video ok! THX BESTIE ! he actually sacrificed his bio revision time..

it was Izz and me to do our thing first.. oh my gosh i will nvr make it at showbiz ! i myself found myself soooo fake in front of the camera that we had soooo many NG scenes.. luckily its only for a few secs for our scene if not tink will take up the entire day ! then had assorted video takings , thou the waiting was kinda exhausting but the WATER BOMBS at the end was cool :) thx Izz for betraying me and aiming at u know where! tsk! but it was fun throughout =)

then council went to occupy like 14 seats in "STREETS" in bp plaza and had our dinner... my stone pot rice sux like hell la! so nan chi... i cant even finish the thing thou i was starving -_-

went to watch WANTED after that... ANGELINA JOLIE is HOT ! the storyline is kinda not bad... didnt quite expected it to be like tt... so many movies i wanna watch! ZOHAN [dunno still screening nots ): ] , GET SMART, HANCOCK, HELLBOY2, PENELOPE, NEVER BACK DOWN... argh...

anyways, tink i'm neutral alr :) gd for myself huh! hahas.. well i was kinda stupid and dumb but at least i noe wad i wan now :) GD!

OK! nitey nite! slp tight, don let the bed bugs bite ! hehes..

ADIOS...

-7 things-

2008-06-05T13:22:00.004+08:00

``fRieNds foR life ^_^
i noe.. decades since i updated.. all sorts of excuses but i tink mostly is cos i lazy :S

preparing for MidYrs now.. hais as usual la .. stress+scared+sians..
to all preparing for exams, JIA YOU le !! GAMBATTE ! ^^

to others, live life fulfillingly ! =) (tink abt those in Myanmar & SiChuan)
one life, live it. sounds familiar eh?

anyways, i love tis song "7 things" by Miley Cyrus alot..
i tink its kinda realistic, the lyrics i mean..
i tried CtrlC-CrtlV the lyrics into the post, it came out as a whole chunk -_-
so the lyrics is in the pink scroll on the left..

~use the arrows to increase the spd, if u're impatient or
decrease the spd, if u jus wanna appreciate the lyrics :D ~

i especially love tis part, so featured it..

Your vain your game your insercure
You love me you like her
You make me laugh you make me cry
i dont know which side to buy
Your friends there jerks when you act like them just to know it hurts
I wanna be with the one i know
And the seventh thing i hate the most that you do
You make me love you

another song i like recently is "beat it" by Fall Out Boy..
its actually an old song by Michael Jackson, they sort of revive the song :D

alrite, gotta continue living in reality..

tt's all folks !

PS: god noes when i will update again :S

2008-01-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

song from u ~ <3

微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
没什么能做但我比谁都真城
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深

你知不知道你总有一种能可爱的独特
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百
分怎样做才会完美像个男人
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒

我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧

虽然永远再不可能少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生喔~

不用等你开口先说我爱你
在那之前想对你说我愿意
你不必问你也不必等
这一刻就值得爱到永恒
我该如何让你明白我爱你
在那之后你点头说我愿意
想照顾你想守护着你
这一刻只想把你抱紧
这一刻只想把你抱紧 <3

random ~

2008-01-13T00:24:00.000+08:00

``fRieNds foR life ^_^

don know why, jus feeling happy now =)

watching a TV show, brother's grimm.. so gross ! LoL

wish for now: this yr to pass quickly! agony to be over SOON!

gtg, bye ~

jus wanna say,
i love you <3

happy 2008 (",)

2008-01-01T14:01:00.000+08:00

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heys heys ! jus posted last yr .. hehes like ytd?

anyways.. HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!

rotting at home now -_- what a way to start 2008 , but got nowhere to go anyways :(

starting sch 2molo le.. orientation !

rmb MY orientation, first day in sch, so scared, no one to talk to.. but soon, during orientation, got to noe many ppl and got used to life there.. got into CJC for JAE, but missed my adapted life in PJC, so after 1 long rough yr, here i am ready for my coming yr..

alrite..

once again, happy 2008 ~

goodbye 2007, welcome 2008 ! !

2007-12-31T19:06:00.001+08:00

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GOODBYE 2007, WELCOME 2008 ! !

2007 coming to an end. time really flies this yr, esp this yr..

2008? it would be a terrible yr, jus hope i can make it for "A" lvls ..

new yr's resolution? hmm..

everything to be smooth sailing,
everybody to be happy,
my life to be peaceful...

is that too much to ask for? hmm mayb? but i really hope it will be..

to side track a little, i really adore my 17th yr of my life.. not talking abt piles n piles of work n stress but others like how i'm still able to maintain friendships with sec sch frens and also other aspects of my life =) i really appreciate what i have, and will treasure it dearly =)

thou parents are getting stricter, i wish that they can understand that i'm 17? and at least give me a chance to take care of myself.. i noe they are worried, but tink its time to let go? haix..

ok enuf for now..

see u guys next yr~

adoring you~

random -_-

2007-12-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

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well, have been working quite a bit this hols, don even noe if its the right time to do so but wat the heck.. working for a gift shop company, been deployed to ISETAN SCOTTS at shaw hse.. hmm ppl dere are not bad, at least still got ZR tt dumb classmate of mine to acc me.. hahas ok la not dumb.. kinda bored cos everyday stare at the same products at the same shelf at the same location.. hmm each day i can make like $400+ sales from jus 1 shelf and my pay? the norm. $5/hr.. no commission =( but i can say i haf some exposure to certain things and the sense of satisfaction is dere =) shaw hse and taka is near also, so is another gd thing <3

enuf of that, now another classmate of mine intro me to this ventriloquist on youtube and its SUPER hilarious ! Laugh Out Loud ! his name: JEFF DUNHAM

jus type his name on the infamous youtube web and be entertained =)

tata ~

loves..

2007-11-18T11:42:00.000+08:00

<3

actually its for ytd..

hehe :)

2007-11-10T01:38:00.001+08:00

sayonara.

2007-11-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

OP gone !

2007-11-01T16:56:00.000+08:00

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HI PEOPLE ! ! HI HI HI HI ! ! super high now cos .....

OP jus over ! i mean its finally OVER !

hehe ! !

a hugeee load off my crazy mind.. woo~ !

now, waiting for 9th nov for my promotional status, if i get to promote, i must work doubly hard as J2 is reeeeally hectic !

going off to The Glass House ( nt been dere ) for my class dinner now !

ciaos !

PS: it's hard. it really is.

food for thought ? . .

2007-10-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

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had my last chinese lesson in my entire life today (tt's if i wont be retaking it next yr) . . got

some emotions floating then as it jus hit me tt it was really THE LAST. before my teacher

dismissed the class, she told us smth interesting: In reality, we use real names but fake

identity.. but in virtual world, we use fake names but expresses real identity.. i

think tt's very realistic and true. . well i shall keep it short here. . cya peeps !

2007-10-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

Movie - STEP UP !

CHANNING TATUM ! omg. .

<>

2007-10-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

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rented a few DVDs to spend my short hols and jus wanna share what i feel of those..

i borrowed:

STEP UP

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL

COACH CARTER

STOMP THE YARD

SHE'S THE MAN

initially, i borrowed them jus bcos i feel like watching them and i find that most of them are romantic.. but after watching them, i realised all of them were abt chasing their dreams and overcoming all odds.. and i was like, damn! mayb this was my inner feelings, mayb i myself don dare to face the obstacles so i sub consciously borrowed those.. i was truly impressed of all the stories that i rented.. i think they were really meaningful to reflect.. i put them according to my preference but still all of them are really worth the time and money..

besides, CHANNING TATUM in STEP UP was sooooo amazing and unresistable.. i spoke the truth! i find him more attractive and charming than ZAC EFRON.. but ZAC is cute too, just not as charming =P i borrowed SHE'S THE MAN and COACH CARTER bcos i found out that CHANNING acted in those movies too.. kinda stalker am i? haha.. who cares?

of cos, other than indulging myself in those movies, i went to play sparkles and badminton with my sec sch frens.. i really miss them..

went BBQ with my current class and it was really a chilly nite as we splashed water on each other and sung our hearts out in the karoke room.. hehe..

had this little SCAP outing, more of meeting melody.. =D havent seen her since 26 march ( she rmbs the dates well ! ) and played some pool.. saw jeremy and wei jie there too! haha.. wei jie grew much taller !

alrite, gotta bounce now..

remember folks,

DREAMING IS NOT ENOUGH..

STEP UP & LIVE IT !

2007-06-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

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well... finally got time and have less lazy cells in me to post le.. hehes.. actually nth much just the normal routine that a JC student life haf.. sians till cannot sians.. anyways we sort of celebrated shu huak's bdae last sat.. went to her hse w/0 prior notice and wanted to surprise her but we got a surprise instead.. LOL went outside her hse le then found out she went to work.. we were like "what?!" LOL but kinda fun la diff kind of surprise for her lor.. left out pressies and the cake there, hoping that she'll like them and it turns out that she was super touched! efforts not wasted huh.. hehe =D yea then went to wee li's hse slack and ate our KFC that we had at hand.. watch about half hr of SAW2 only then i had to go le =/ might not be a bad thing la cos very gross man.. hehe wen xi had time watching too.. tot she those steady kind de.. watch THE EYE also sit there nvr move de ma.. LOL yea jus had my last paper of my mid yrs ytd.. don wish to talk abt it.. cos im sure to flunk them all! sucky man.. hais.. what to do.. at most u see me in poly or in J1 again next yr lor..oh ya! got JJ's new album ytd!!!! woo~!!! elated!! i soo support him de cos he handsome + cute.. hehe i noe sure many ppl say "eeee" de la i also don noe why but nvm ppls' taste vary, so i don take it to heart!! =) tis is one of his own song that i prefer.. 杀手 hope u guys enjoy it as much as i enjoy it too!!

:: sayonara~ TAKE CARE ALL!! ::

BIRTHDAY GIRL!

2007-06-24T11:09:00.000+08:00

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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY HUAKIE!!! WOO~!!!!

ENJOY TIS DAY TO UR FULLEST ! :)

MUACKS !

``_'' (means angry la hor) & ^_^ (happy)

2007-05-03T18:16:00.000+08:00

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tension::strain::oppression::stress::agony::whatever u call it .. !!! i am very very frustrated with myself now!! argh.. sometimes i wonder about the impossibility.. is JC really for me?? i don mind the workload, i don mind council (of cos hehe) i don mind working into late hrs but what i mind is that whatever the amount of perspiration and hardwork i put in is USELESS!! i'm serious.. it hasnt paid off for me at all.. some teachers constantly tekan us to ensure with all their might that we wont neglect our studies while others may hint that its ok for our boderline results now as long as we pull our socks and do our work consistently.. argh... wad the toot** is this??!!

jus had my bio test today n it sucks.. i m very certain and i mean 99.99999% sure that i will flunk it like nvr before.. and its not bcos i didnt study but bcos the stupid brain of mine cant seem to ans those question that were staring at me...i really pei fu those with AAA or better still AAAA for their 'A's... its ridiculously incredible... i applaud u.. apparently, the only subject that i enjoy and can do with a peaceful mind now is GP.. really.. its so cool la.. thou need to read more newspapers and read loads of articles given to us but at least i know wad im doing.. check these vocab i learnt during GP out:

the commonly used "zi lian" = narcissistic.. for those of u who for wadever reasons tink u are so important and that the world will vanish if u arent ard, u are a megalomaniac.. and don be happy jus bcos there's a chim word to describe u..its sort of a defect.. oh so sad.. its ok u will still be impt to urself i believe..tsk! and for those errr... with both female and errr.. male qualities in u, u are androgynous..

ok enough of those elongated words.. they still seem greek to me.. anyway, have been tryin really hard to learn CANTONSESE!! haha.. thou im not a canto, but i feel its the nicest dialect one can tink of!! "ngoh ge meng hai wong chiong ga" cool rite...it means "my name is wong chang jia" .. hahas still learning hope i can pick it up!!

PW is another one HUGE BURDEN thrown onto our shoulders recently.. its kinda cool working on groundbreakers but i tell u its the ~horriblest~ thing u ever want to encounter when already studying in such a tense n fast pace environment.. meeting deadlines n meeting up as an entire group is really hard.. hais no matter wad i haf to press on.. after all it constitutes 10% of the overall Uni admission grades (i wish i can enter one local one thou.. SIGH...)

yupp so the life that i have been living since i left my beloved FAJAR is some wad said above.. i don wanna talk about some other matters here cos i don feel like it.. hahas

not forgetting my precious frens that i made before my hetic life now, all of u out dere take care of urselves k.. whatever it is, love urself, and look on the bright side of life ( i doubt i can thou..lol) and rmb that u still have a bunch of wonderful ppl behind u =) to:

june: my beloved gal, guess u are and u will adapt well in the new environment.. u are just so cheerful and versatile wherever u go hahas.. haf any worries or jus wanna find a fren to confide in, rmb i will always be dere for u =) love ya <3

wee li: yo gal.. thou we nvr met for a long time le but occasionally now n then we still got meet online de rite.. hahas.. u must be strong kaes no matter wad happen.. whether or not u will be waiting for him i will support u de.. jia you in sch!! =D

shi hui: mummy.. haha eeee.. glad that u are doing better now.. don tink too much kaes..cos its not worth ur brain juice and heart cells (wadever u call it hahas) im lookin forward to outings too !! take care gal =P

jin hui: stupid bomchiki! hahas long time no c too.. u still working ar? didnt noe.. anyway, hope u are enjoying ur time in poly.. and stop digging ur armpit!! hahas =X

bokkie: hey dude.. whoa u are having such a nice time in sch la.. i really admire u.. hahas great to noe that u are doing well.. u must be some loud speaker in ur current class again rite.. imitating teachers and making the class laugh! hahas all time fav joker la u.. take care!!

haha sounds like some last dying words.. CHOI CHOI!! no la.. its jus that i miss u guys' company so much.. those that i nvr mention(actually got alot more.. opps! hehe) its not bcos i don treasure our frenship..i still love all of u like nvr before! hehes ..

ok gotta go now.. i don noe when i'll be updating again cos MID YEAR EXAMS are round the corner but jus rmb that i miss u guys!! hehe ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING!!

2007-04-06T18:37:00.000+08:00

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have been busy these days.. PI's dateline is nearing, tests coming up and SC interview, nth is helping much..first of all my interview.. since its jus ytd i shall blog abt it.. hmm was kinda nervous b4 the interview.. jie ying n i were bz memorising the college's creed, motto, mission n vision.. thought it might help but that was redundant.. during my interview my mind went blank for god knows y.. i was eating up my words hence the "soft-spoken-ness".. hais think i flunk it but i shall jus haf to see how it goes.. after everyone had our interviews a few of us went to lot 1 jus to hang ard.. everybody were kind of moody but b4 u know it, we were back to normal! haha SCAPPERS' power!! moving on, this is the first time i have to treat a project work so seriously bcos its 10% of uni admission n no one wants it to slip.. thinking of ideas for the topic "groundbreakers" and thought otto messmer, the pioneer cartoonist will make a gd one.. then there are our all-time fav TESTS.. guess wad.. i'll be taking my maths, chem, bio and chinese test next wk and econs test in the following wk.. all marks would be recorded and compiled for promos.. haf to start mugging hard le..

well, its GD FRIDAY today but not very gd for me.. went to plaza to study bio with peh gek and out of the blue, i haf this horrible stomachache.. couldnt take it anymore so quickly went to popular, grab some things and go home.. had diarrhoea like twice and i thought i was dying.. and now, mum is sleeping (cant blame her have been working late these days), dad's drilling some holes for the "tek-ko" - bamboo sticks and bro's watching "ice age".. its rare for us to jus relax at home together cos of everybody's busy schedule.. anyways, i'll be taking part in an AMAZING RACE tomolo ard s'pore.. wish me luck ppl ! hahas jus hope it will be a good opportunity to wind down =D

1st day of JAE

2007-03-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

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first day of sch.. hmm early in the morning wait for ah sai go sch then he late cos cant find collar pin -_- lol almost late for school cold sweat cos saw the auntie prepared to lock out all late comers already.. scurried to check which class i was posted to, put on tie and go assembly alreay.. got back s02! but many from PAE went to other classses =( then dere's this noisy guy (ps zhong ri haha) keep grumbling tt he wanna go back so1.. ai ya u from SCAP too shuld be able to adapt quickly.. went for civics tutor and got sabo by teacher to be class manager hmm nvm lor help her out.. overall first day of sch still ok but the thing is many ppl are very close to their sec sch frens then its kinda hard to settle down i guess.. hmm even i also see fajarians very happy de hehe.. i mean the bond is formed so cant blame us ba =X jus hope tt all will go smoothly for the next 1.75 yrs in JC.. oh ya im gg to try running for council.. omg jus the tot of it sends chills down my back.. imagine we haf to go thru interview (this is still ok) + elections + campaign = STRESS! luckily got the leadership workshop during orientation and i picked up smth useful : "feel the fear... AND DO IT ANYWAY" so im jus gg to cross my fingers and go for it.. if cant get into council then join other CCAs lor.. PJ LIVE perhaps? haha

After a long long long time...

2007-02-28T15:19:00.000+08:00

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oops.. didnt haf the time to update for a long long time (ps partly cos lazy also la.. L o L ) hmm.. anyway now we're all waiting for posting results to our tertiary education.. can say is 10000 times less scary than taking results but still its quite an impt thing..so haf been in PJ past few wks and more or less settled down.. not as confused & in a state of dilemma as b4.. if i move on to other JCs i seriously will miss the familiarity of PJ but i tink its the norm.. well jus haf to learn to adapt i guess (1 of FAJAR's principle...adaptability =D ) hahaha ! oo ya met up wit a few pri sch mates last sat n enjoyed myself totally! its kinda weird at first but we interacted almost immediately.. HaHa frens for 6 yrs already.. not bad huh.. i believe will haf alot of such things for sec sch frens too! yea! lol.. meeting pri sch frens tis sat again hmm hope more can turn up =P
alrite then.. that's all for today <> huaki miss me too much so coming over later.. so gtg now.. adioz !! ~ ~ oo ya btw... !J J r0x! HAHAHA

wth wth wth

2007-02-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

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hais.. y?? y must they make it so stressful?? 2molo is the day that shall decide our status: dead or still kicking.. wth i m freaking out la.. sudden hot flushes n all are coming to me.. omg! e rumour tt jh mentioned i also heard it frm another fren of mine.. if tt really happens ITE has to extend their intake no.s already.. so most probably they will moderate? hais.. unsure too.. hope its only a RUMOUR! can u imagine 2molo after mrs wong announce the statistics n we take our results one by one, i hope no one faints.. mayb they shuld prepare the st johns? so lame.. lol "BAY XIA LIAN......." and i will be the 4th last in my class to take la.. shuld i rejoice or wad? i hope i can contain all my anxiety as i witness others get theirs n haf diff expressions altogether..anyway, i m so scaring myself now.. i better not continue le.. WE ALL JIA YOU BA! ( like wishin gd luck will haf any use.. LOL ) be back soon!

2007-01-17T14:20:00.000+08:00

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pai seh now then update after sooo long... currently in PJC for PAE.. orientation was ok n i made many new frens dere too ( sounds like some pri sch kid huh LOL ) but seriously i hope tt we will be frens for long.. to OG 17, sry tt i cant make it for the OG outing cos i gt smth on.. well, 1st wk of sch was of course orientation (5 days of it) certain games n activities like mass dance n station games were fun but i tink havin a camp might be better? cos it would haf bonded us stronger ba.. last day of orientation was so touching esp my OG grp cos kept hugging each other (ps some of us cried..haha) orientation then ended n we had a wk of mass lectures which only ended ytd.. i miss those lectures cos can be with frens n all then when u jus stare blankly the lecturer also wont notice cos its like 1 VS 400 la.. but frm now on its lectures + tutorials.. argh.. latest end at 4.00pm plus CCA n all sure very late de.. but guess JC life is like tt de ba..

as for today, we had our first tutorials.. bio was ok but i feel tt the pace we were gg was suuuper fast.. very scared n worried cos cant catch up i will die!! GP was horrible.. actually quite ok but 1 incident happened, which is very stupid la.. when we got into the class the teacher started to lay all her rules on the table n tell us how strict or fun she can be dependin on our attitude.. when my fren whispered smth to me, she was sent for discipline case.. so LOL rite.. wadever la.. the teacher has a sad life sia like tt only wanna bring up e case.. hais..

now don feel like continuing cos 1) bro keep wanting to use com n 2) having PJ student council interview later.. scared sia.. anyway, sayonara!! be back =D

series of events..

2006-12-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

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wow it indeed had been a series of events day after day after day.. let me recall wad i had done these past few days..hmm

XMAS GATHERING ---15 dec, friday
firstly, it was a gathering for some prefects n school mates at mr lee's nicely decorated house..dere was tis nice xmas tree n a huge basket filled wit sweets n chocs..baby janelle was still in her dreamland then so we didnt wanna woke her up.. as usual, mr lee briefed us abt some little-get-together games..slowly, the ppl came n some forgot to bring xmas xchange gifts...orh hor!! haha baby janelle finally woke up and yeah!! its playin wit baby time!! we played stuff like broken telephone (ps hamid sux at acting..haha)n many more..ard evening, we went to the xmas musical at e nearby churh..well it was quite boring but at least the idea tt xmas is abt a time to share is reinforced in my head..hehe went back to mr lee's hse n played a short game of CHEAT.. then home sweet home =P

ZOO XD --- 16 dec, saturday
secondly, it was the zoo outing.. hmm not much to write abt actually but it was jus tt the bus tt i tot could bring us dere only operates on sunday!! n we waited for like 40mins.. sry hehe well see some animals took some potos n met a v v low class magician so much so tt my bro n some of them could see thru him.. then he like pai seh like tt.. hais.. mage these days.. LoL so followin are some pics.. after tt some wanna go home so left a few of us then go makan dinner at causeway pt..

GOODBYE MY DEAREST SITI --- 17 dec, sunday
thirdly, it was a sad day.. my maid tt was wit us for the past 2 yrs left for good.. sobs sobs :( but she said taiwan gives a pay tt is 3 times higher.. so best of luck to her lor.. after tt followed my mummy to her friend's hse to celebrate a one month old baby of her colleague's..it was at bedok then my mum's colleague was like "its Mr Goh Chok Tong's area leh.. no wonder carpark so big n 1 block of HDB gt so many lifts de.." hehe joker la she..

'CLASS' GATHERING --- 18 dec, monday
went to appeal to CJC in the morning n took back my comission.. stupid company, nono shuld be stupid vice president.. see already also sian.. i went dere to take my comission then nvr even say a single thing, jus walked in bang some doors n asked his advertising manager to handle.. ATTITUDE! no wonder so many ppl quit.. where gt ppl work part time then need to work 7 working days continuous b4 quitting de.. stupid lame policy of theirs.. anyway..was quite excited abt the class outing de BUT it was onli like 1/4 of the class la.. LoL ppl attended includes: me, shu huak, wan yin, elysia, collin, kenneth, jun yu, shao hong, zher meng, ji yong, vinoth n azhari..quite pathetic la.. then at first it was like gals one grp, guys one grp.. after tt 'ice' broke le then ok lor.. rented the bikes for $5 for 3hrs hahaha then shu huak n me very funni lor.. LOL very hard then got the momentum.. stupid jun yu some more said "whoa u rent a old sch bicycle ar? haha" WTH lor.. cos the rest too big for me le.. hmph.. it started to drizzle n before u noe, it was pourin heavily.. me, shu huak, collin n kenneth cycled to a dead end so we had to cycle as quickly as we could to the nearest shelter under the HEAVY RAIN!! ate dinner at parkway parade n tts abt it.. (ps wan yin haven send me the potos yet so update next time ba XD)

STUDENT SALES --- 19 dec, tuesday
went to some shirt course wit potato..say wad can earn xtra cash de but i find tt its very hard to coordinate n all tt lor.. oo ya.. then on e way home in e bus, a minor accident happened.. funni sia.. BANG!! AR!! some ah ma on e bus screamed lor.. cos quite loud la but i was in a shock so nvr scream.. hehe the taxi had its headlamp came out completely..tis rain for e past few days realli caused commotion lor.. flood till waistline lvl la, accidents la.. haiz..

PREFECTS FAREWELL --- 20 dec, wednesday
followed bok to JJC cos he wanna appeal then no one accompanied him.. but in e end he decided to appeal to PJC.. hmm bok ar.. tis is only for e 3 months course so don worry k u will surely do better in o's de..after tt met up wit june b4 the prefects farewell.. crazy girl lost a comb then got fed up.. haha.. walk walk a little then went to school le.. roy was dere.. haha meant to be a VIP but nvr received any invitation cards like wad we did..haha when most arrived, hamid, our escort brought us to e AVA.. we tot tt dere would be some sprays or smth but actually they onli stood in a line then welcomed us in lor.. haha we tot tt dere would be lectures but phew.. hehe all ex prefects had to give short speech so we took turns to talk lor.. all abt putting in their best n our appreciation in these 4 yrs.. thks to those hu worte things in my cute little booklet n to shi qi n amenda for the adorable card.. went to makan n played captain's ball -- current VS ex.. hahahaha zhi ning n vivien kept gettin hit by thinesh, our defender..thruout e game, we had a great laugh n tt was it.. hais really missed those days as a prefect in fajar.. LoL

OUTING WIT CHERYL =P
finally, ytd i was like an elder sis of my little cuz, cheryl lai.. met her at kembagan MRT then went to tampines mall n century square.. we rushed to buy e tickets to charlotte's web cos the show was 1.30 n it was already 1.40.. managed to grab a popcorn set n get sitted in the theatre.. i would say tt it was a realli nice show depite e fact tt i already read the book in sec 1 for literature.. some would say tt it was nt a gd idea to watch it since i already knew the story but i find tt it is even more meaningful tis way.. it was realli touching n the whole idea of frienship n lookin out for the good in others is demonstrated in the movie.. i recommend all of u to watch it.. but mayb u might find it childish ba.. haha actualli i expected cheryl to irritate me n keep asking qns but she didnt.. she understood the meaning of friendship thru the show too.. haha.. mayb she really grown le.. hmm after tt went to shop for bdae gifts for another cuz of mine n managed to get some nice gifts..walked the pasar malam outside the mall n it was dere tt a lady spotted cheryl wore her pants the wrong way.. damn pai seh lor she was like faster go toilet n change.. haha.. played in e arcade for a while wit her then went balek kampong le.. enjoyed being e big sis looking after her haha hope to haf more of such outings.. (",)

WORK

2006-12-15T11:21:00.000+08:00

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whoa long time no see my dear diary.. sry to abandon u but i was really dedad beat tis few days.. finally found a part time job, potato's lobang..workin as a promoter then i tot quite ok lor..mon after the mass mailing work at my mum's off wit jin hui n wen xi, went for the interview lor..got selected n went the next day as an observer..we still haf to pay our own transport ok..take mrt all over spore like playin amazing race like tt.. their fav lines "hustle for time" & "time is $$, $$ is time".. so u can see how rush we were, walk till me legs break..but the ppl dere are very friendly and humorous de lor..esp the manager n vice president they can go bonkers any time anywhere they like..hmm then the it was my 1st day workin the followin day.. felt all excited in e mornin then they got lots of things to pack n get ready all the products b4 setting out.. in e morning, we'll gather in e meetin room n the music will be very very loud to keep us awake..when all's ready we'll haf smth like a check in where all e shoutings will start as our voice haf to be on top of the loud music..set out took the damn mrt n went to pitch many ppl lor..pitching makes one sick i tell u.. talk n talk n all they do is shake their heads or keep sayin "no".. hmm managed to clear my stocks for tt day wit the encouragement of my team leader.. he really noes how 2 motivate ppl de.. went back to office at 6 n saw tt i was 2nd! haha.. got the bonus of $10 so tt day was very happy lor.. hehe.. but ytd, which was my 2nd day at work, it wasnt tt gd for me la.. hais slogged my lungs out still got 1 product nvr clear.. but luckily hit e target le.. phew.. hmm didnt manage to get e bonus for tt day.. oo ya e most impt reason y i was unhappy ytd is becos they say e policy is u must work at least 3 days then can take e comission but i asked then 1st day's pay i took already y cannot take ytd..they say tt is give secretly de.. my foot lor they wanna make me think is so gd so will come back..bleh!! so haf to work at least 2 more days.. but overall is ok la i learnt alot frm tis job cos noe tt prejudgin ppl is so wrong n wadever u do cant give up.. technically i learnt alot abt pitching like must place e product on customer's hand so tt they can feel it n alot more la..whoa my leader jus called n say next wk i must work full 5 days then can quit leh like tt HOW?? very jia lat lor.. hais :( work also so difficult de.. no wonder ppl say studyin is so much easier.. now my mummy say "tis is workin life lor.. see u tink so easy rite? worse to e worse jus be prepared to lose ytd's commission".. Wth lor.. i am new of cos i don noe de rite.. hais don noe shuld be sad or angry.. anyway.. will update again.. now no mood to type le..

2006-12-06T21:19:00.000+08:00

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todae woke up quite excited cos gg for job interview but oso not sure whether its an interview or a briefin..hmm met jin hui n wen xi at the bus stop near my place then went to parkway parade..on the way feet pain already.. so reached onli bought plasters frm watsons dere.. lol lor.. we were on the dot when we met the person.. she's onli like ard 20yrs.. wth lor go dere fill in a form then say when need us will call us de.. doubt her words but jh said its reliable.. wadever la.. i wanna work.. at least it beats rottin at home rite? haha.. after tt we walked ard then deicded to eat sakae at heeren.. but on the way wx saw sakae frm the bus so jus alight lor..so makan their buffet.. the waitress told us tt the buffet is inclusive of all the things on the belt we confirmed again n she said yes..took a red plate then realised tt is extra charge.. lol then jh was worried abt it for the whole meal.. but manager said its ok then heck lor no need to pay lor..haha went to collect jh ipod then ate starbucks using wx's voucher.. thks wor wx!! jh very funni.. he said quite loudly "we very rich hor.." haha after tt saw 2 male caucasions but not handsome de..lol take bus then went home le.. lol.. followin are some pics..funni sia..

street performance on e way..

wx in action!

yum yum =P

uno stacko!! =_=

cheers!! XD

2006-12-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

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jus another boring day at home.. in the morning slacked n slacked.. watch tv until so sleepy.. then june came and acc me.. haha.. played wit the shades n hat.. so funni lor she.. after lunch came to use com lor.. now posting so boring rite haha.. later we gg out wit dickson for dinner then maybe bok is joinin us too.. see 1st.. whoa finally can go out wit frens.. don noe since when had onli been gg out wit mum..here are some pics tt we took.. cartoon la we all.. haha

2006-12-03T12:41:00.000+08:00

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it had been realli borin these past 2 days.. sleep wake up laze sleep.. at most go out wit mum.. hais.. then now blogging lor.. bro jus bought some battlefield game so i can onli use the old com which cant even use msn n cant play anuthing.. boring.. these are jus some pics taken in aust trip..

after a long long time...

2006-11-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

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well it really had been ages since i seen my blog.. the thing is dere is nth to see for e past wks lol.. hmm finally got my blog done all thks to june..

b4 o's...
still mugging so hard everyday.. slack a little now n then thou but it is necessary de u see.. doin practices n reading notes absorbing n understandin all of them.. wow recallin these is enuf to make me shiver.. i jus keep clinging on to e hope tt exams r gg to be over soon.. real soon so jus do wad i haf to do..

durin o's...
no doubt still did some last min revision n all.. very stressed thou.. haha.. everyone seemed to be pushin themselves beyond their limits..

after o's...
woohoo!! wad more can be said? all called for celebratn! but right after the last paper not much of a feeling thou.. after farhana n jh shouted then haf haha.. tot of many things..wan go work wan read more books wan go out wit frens.. loads of stuff..

then till now...
ya well haf been gg out almost everyday.. went to aust for 6 days too.. cairns is jus sooo amazing.. had a hell lots of fun then.. celebrated my sweet 16 bdae ytd!! haha finally 16 le.. went out wit dearest june todae n 2molo out again wit family.. haha.. well its gettin late le.. wanna rest for the nite.. will post soon i hope.. hehe

outin to causeway pt

2006-11-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. my belated bdae outin wit dear june!! bought a nail polish set for me not bad wor!! hmm took neoprints too!! k keep it a short post cos at june's hse.. btw.. finally retrieved my blog.. for don noe how long sia..k till next time cya!!
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survey =.=ll

2006-10-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

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Posting this survey here.

1. Single, taken or crushing?
Ans: crushing? like gt crushed till flattened like tt.. LOL.. single

2. Are you happy with your life now?
Ans: stress!

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall with him fast?
Ans: nope

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Ans: yup.. sigh..

5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love acceptable?
Ans:no! no! no!

6. Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
Ans: i doubt so.. he can cheat the 2nd time

7. Have you ever talk about marriage with another before?
Ans: yup haha

8. Do you want children?
Ans: yup.. its a joy..

9. How many?a boy and a girl?
Ans: probably 2.. gal n boy would be best! =P

10. Would you consider adoption?
Ans: nt sure..

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
Ans: i don noe.. he shuld be creative.. lol

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
Ans: tink so?..

13. Be honest, what is the furthest you and you ex did?A
ns: Not applicable.

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ans: mayb..

15. Are you romantic?
Ans: hmm.. i doubt so.. BUT i love romantic ppl!!

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Ans: hmm.. tink can but hard la..

17. If you could married somewhere, where would it be?
Ans: venice! switzerland! new zealand! haha

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Ans: sometimes..

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Ans: . . .

20. Have you ever broken a heart?
Ans:don noe.. mayb? haha

21. if one day your best friend fall in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
Ans: Fair Competition

22. Are you missing someone now?
Ans: OF COS!! whole of 4e1 and FAJAR!

Now you have to ask 5 of your friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below.

SHU HUAK DEAR haha
GOH JIN HUI
EILEEN
SHI QI
AMENDA